Kanaya--Maryam

Hello to any of the watchers who still use DeviantArt, any of the people who used to follow my content or the people who have come and gone in my life. After a few long months despite my frequent use; I believe I'm going to be finally laying this account to rest. Too many traumatic incidences and toxic mentalities swirl about this account for the last 4 or so years, and as unfortunate as it may have been it has helped me grow as a person and really put things into perspective. Everything has to come to an end sometime, and as much fun as it was to make adopts and share my love for fandom related content my passion has died out a lot with each passing day after things fell apart between people who I considered friends at one point, but people change, and that's part of being human. Thank you all for the experiences; all the artwork, the laughs, the collaborations, roleplays and everything else. This has been a long and wild ride since my start in 2014 at 15 years old, my humble start

Hey to anyone who's curious: I'm currently on an extended hiatus, I don't know yet if I'm coming back. Thankfully I've finally gotten the opportunity to focus extensively on my mental health and have been investing myself, my time and all my energy towards diagnosis, therapy and medication for my confirmed anxiety and depression. I don't really have the energy or creative capacity to produce anything that I'd like at the moment, any previous projects such as adopts and sprite updates have been halted. Though there have been plenty of hiatuses in my past, this one feels like its the most important. Thank you to all the friends I've made here, thank you to those who are the opposite; this has been an experience and looking back on it is like watching someone completely different- like I am a new person and trying to be better. I am no longer concerned with the trivial mistakes and problems from the past that cannot be changed, only accepting it and moving on as a stronger and more

I decorated my page all nicely too : ( Those who still have the original site have easier access; for newer people and those who use eclipse, here's access to my *About Page and my *Commission Information I really hope the formatting is still the same on it